Hi everyone have been with my husband for just over 6 years , he can be wonderful but other times he is completely horrible we can never have an argument where he doesn't verbally abuse me berate me degrade me . I don't like going out anyone because he can become very angry and violent after drinking too much an I think that's why I just don't like going anywhere anymore . I know part of me loves him and I know that if I didn't live so far away from my family for support I would have left him a long time ago and I honestly think that is the only reason why I haven't left . I just don't know if I have the strength to leave or if I have the strength to do it. Why do I stay ..

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