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I only had one thread begun in this forum in several months...

and only used one then, and that was begun the end of APRIL! Yesterday, when I tried to begin another thread..just for me, support for me with my ptsd...trying to work through a problem.... I had to have it deleted.

I'm trying again.

This is "my" home forum, for those who don't realize it. I begged for this forum and DocJohn realized PC's need for it. To feel like I'm prevented from using it adds to my symptoms and reactions to authority related to my PTSD.

Most of you didn't need to read that, as you understand how I struggle.

No opinions please, as to why you think I'm where I'm at right now, today or even this weekend, ok?

I appreciate all of you who have sent me PMs in support. I needed them more than you know. I'm human, and need support. Thanks in advance.