and look all my friends from highschool graduating this year on facebook

michael who used to copy my algebra homework is graduating as a electrical engineer

david is going for his masters in music education

everyones doing beter than me and my only excuse is a ilness in my head that thers no proof even exists

i dont belive any of this crap, i think i am just cursed and in hell or something and maybe none of u guys even exist, maybe this whole world is an illusion of my hell

well i wont give god the satisfaction of my toiment - i bet if i kill mnyself it will all stop