That's where I was about two months ago. Not a day went by without tears and thoughts about how much better the world would be without me around. That feeling built up for months upon months. With the help of this site, medication (Cymbalta, 30 mg) and individual therapy, I think I'm turning the corner. I also enjoyed reading a book called "The Depression Cure" by Stephen Ilardi, PhD. It has some practical and useful tips to battle this illness.

I sincerely hope that things improve for you soon.