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Originally Posted by CgRgSm
Exactly where I am at now. I am sorry this life has been so difficult for you, I know it is for me. People always tell me things like "quit being emo" and "you have nothing to complain about", "quit whining" and the list goes on. But truth is, they have no idea what goes on in my head, how I feel, and how everyone's coping levels are different. Sometimes I think I hate people, but then I remind myself that it is not their fault; that there is a reason for everything.
I dont think I can go through with killing myself, but I sure wish I didnt exist...
I'm sorry I dont have the answers. I wish I could have been somebody, a hero, some charming guy that always knows what to say in,the worst situations. But I can't. Im just a nobody that is good for nothing and will die a painful death one day for nothing.
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I agree so much.....Dealing with people and the things they might say ~ways they might react can be so difficult.....but the things you mention are terrible. I'm so sorry if you had to hear those kind of things, no one deserves to be treated that way. With me it's usually just an awkward silence, like maybe they want to say something, but the whole topic of depression is just something they can't deal with. And even though I know they possibly do care....it still hurts. And the idea of someone actually asking about it.....no. I'm really sorry you're hurting, and you're not alone in that. Best wishes.....
