And how many years of life experience tells you this? What is your proof?. Your brain is distorting reality and your pain it telling you to believe it.

Help exists. Try believing that as much as you do your irrational thoughts.

BTW, I am not all that fond of life myself. It is all I know and therefore better than the alternative. I deal with it. One thing experience has taught me is that everything changes, that bad will turn to better.