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Originally Posted by landskaperdan
Leaf blowing as having a calming effect... hmmm sometimes I guess. My biggest problem is that my anxiety gets really high and I almost panic about the smallest details. Makes me want to run off the properties.
HD and Lowes won't call me back. I would be making about a thousand less a month there anyways.
I put a plan into action today and it seemed to work. I just figured that I would be out all day and did not try to hurry at all. I assumed that I would be on each property all day, and just gave into that fact.
Of course I was not on each property all day, but by going slow I was able to do the eight properties somewhat decently today. I just got in.... left around seven thirty.... so eight hours.
I used to be twice as fast on the properties and do a better job, but at least I got done today. I was thinking I would not be able to, so this is a good first step.
I did cheat and get a starbucks energy drink though.... wife will be mad about that!
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Good work! So you got one starbucks, oh well. First day back and you did a good job! Tomorrow will be easier. Take it slow getting back into it and don't expect perfection. Expect to do a good job. Facing the anxiety is what fights it.