Well, I've budgeted my bills as if Andy wasn't here at all...I finished Andy's letter and even wrote a "coming out" letter to my dad. He's the only one I really care about as far as what he thinks...so I don't really know how he'll take it. I know he won't disown me or anything but he'll have a really hard time with it.

I'm planning on ending things with Andy on Thursday. He'll have enough time to call his dad because knowing him he'll want to leave ASAP. He doesn't have anywhere else to go really except back to Pittsburgh to live with his dad. I feel guilty about all this but it's something I really can't control.