Yeahh see you sound like extreme to me, and I'm nowhere near that kind of level, I don't scream or throw things or hit things or anything, it's more of an internal struggle really, beat myself up mentally i guess.

I feel like my anxiety gets worse with this, but my psychiatrist has yet to mention that its even relevent, maybe he just thinks its from the meds I was on. I switched meds today, so we'll see how this next one goes.

As far as the sleeping....Insomnia is wayy worse now than before. Maybe cause I'm up half the night researching this stuff, i dunno. I'm lucky if I can get to sleep by 5:30am, literally. I have tried sleeping pills in the past, but just like everyone else that's taken them will say...bad idea. You get addicted to them and then it just gets worse and they don't work and then you withdrawal. At least that happened to me, it was horrible.