When people think that life is only about having sex with someone, that is what gives NO VALUE to life.....you need to get your own life together & figure out who you are & a direction for your life.....then you will find others with similar interests to be friends with......that's just how the world works & it doesn't work any different for you than anyone else.

Depression makes us feel sorry for ourselves....I know I was there but in the middle of a bad marriage & I didn't feel there was any out other than to end my life either....but life opened up other opportunities that I had no idea existed because I was willing to be aware of them.

Your future is really your choice.....getting therapy that can help you learn skills to get through these bad times is a start......being willing to learn how to adjust your life & be willing to live with the mental limitations that you have is another. One has to accept those limitations & put your life together from there based on who & what you are capable of being & create your life from that point.

When you have your act together, it's a lot easier for other people to be willing to be your friend.....but it's now easy to be friends with someone who wants to be nothing but miserable all the time & not accept themselves for who they are.

Once you are willing to do that, you will be surprised at how your life will come together along with friends who have similar interests....but you have to have your interests first before you can attract others.....it's bottom line, UP TO YOU.