Hey Lex,
You have my support! I am so glad you are doing the right thing for yourself. I know things will turn out fine in the end. You have no reason to feel guilty, you must be true to yourself. Also you are being honest with everyone, and that is a good thing to do. The fact that you are being honest with yourself is the most important thing of all. I wish you much happiness and fulfillment!
Love,
Sujin