This guy hasn't made physical threats, but I am aware of him having a violent personality in the past. In these notes, he says that he can't stop thinking about me since we met. He says that he NEEDS to know about me, that he must have answers. He knows that he moved too fast and went too far when we met and says that it has happened as well with others. In those other cases, he says he walked away from those women fine and with no repercussions--it seems that he has no guilt for touching them. He said also in this note that self gratification is all that he desired. He thinks that I am like a drug to him and he is addicted. I make him crazy. He loves the way my hair wraps around my face. He said that when he pulls it back my ears seem just perfect--> That is part of his * FANTASY * about me and never happened!!! He never played with my hair. He felt it once and rubbed it between his fingers, but that is all. He never pulled it back. He says in this letter also that my eyes are hypnotizing and that he likes my laugh. He is too often hanging around my door by/in the landlord's storage room. I don't have a peep hole in my door to look out, but I hear him walk back and forth from his apartment to the storage room door--directly in front of my apartment door. Today doesn't really feel like Easter, but if it's going to be a holiday I'm sure glad it's not Valentine's. I hate to think what this guy might be like then. There are so many more details that I haven't posted yet.
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My life and being formerly homeless
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