well, someone asked what i wanted to get from posting this (i'm very sorry but it's early in the morning and i've forgot your name) well, i sort of wanted to see how often people do conciously self harm, and i was hoping they would go into more detail as to WHY they do it like this, because i couldn't tell you WHY i cut or burn or bite or hit my head against the wall, i wanted to see if others have reasons, i blame it on my bi-polar but deep down i know thats not why, and if i find out why i truly do it then i might be able to staop that thing and stop self harming.

i'm sorry if i didn't include a catergory for you or if i didn't go in depth about what type of self harming, i meant concious self harming, almost like it's pre planned, instead of just randomly biting or scratching and not knowing it, because i do that constatly, i'm always scratching and i won't stop until i draw blood, so this poll was about concious thinking whilst self harming.