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Originally Posted by kindachaotic
dark_horse.... sometimes it's just more complicated than that.
monkey...making your heart hard is hard isn't it...but it's survival.
... not that you should give up, but a coat of armor keeps away the curious.
taking the armor off every now & then is scary but human nature wins sometimes.
...the heart over-rides the brain sometimes, and that's ok. :-)
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Complicated? You're talking to an unmedicated / untreated ultra-rapid cycling bipolar with psychosis, GAD, and schizoid personality who has 3 kids, a full time job, and has made an 8 year marriage work to an unmedicated man wtih sever ADHD and possibly bipolar as well. Complicated is what you make it. Relationships take work.
It's not all roses and sunshine and happy daisies and fairy tale princess and prince. Hell no. Life is hard. Relationships are hard. You admit when you're wrong, when you're broken, and you try to heal and keep moving. Or you give up and be alone. And if the other person can't take it, then that's too bad. But, that's life.
doublemonkey, you're a good person. Don't beat yourself up over the past. Learn from it instead. It's okay, we all do stupid mistakes that hurt.