NP I understand. The doctor giving you the medications has to be the one to talk to, since he/she has not referred you to a clinic or counselor. So there should be someone to talk with.

Depression draws us in, and downward... as you would know I know if you had been here longer and read my posts... or go back to them. (But I don't expect this as I know how depression makes it difficult to read and concentrate!)

Did you say what meds you are on? perhaps they need to be increased for the time being.

Also, you might put a bug in your spouse's ear that once you get moved (and he thinks the stress is over) that if you can't begin to feel better, then you will want to talk to a professional about it. (Use your own words.) This way, he is forewarned and it will be easier for you to broach the subject then.

I am sorry that your spouse appears to not want any doings with therapy... not a good sign. That makes it like it is all your problem. I don't think so.

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