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Originally Posted by Harley47
Sannah is correct about why you're feeling the need to go deeper. It's a matter of the endorphin release when the body feels pain. Over time, you gain a tolerance. 
Is there anyone you can talk to about this? Does your boyfriend understand you need him right now? It's not reasonable to expect you to go this alone, you know?
Please take care Ticli, and be safe. |
I've told him time and time again that I really truly need him. I've called him in the middle of the night, suicidal... bawling my eyes out... and he cares but he doesn't know what to say or do. He only says that he can't deal with me hurting myself, and that he won't be with me if I continue to do it. I feel like it would be easier if he has been through what I have, and it has cut in the past, too. He doesn't understand, no matter what I tell him. I haven't talked to him in almost two weeks. :/ He's just the only support I have,and without him i'm just getting worse. If I have him around to talk to, I rarely cut...