Oh Tink, I'm so sorry you are hurting so much. Does your T know about all of this? I'm worried about you, I hope you are seeking help with these issues with your doctor and T! You are going through some really painful stuff right now...
I trust it will get better for you. I have to believe that as we work through our pain that healing can happen. I really believe that getting that pain out of us can make things better. Sometimes it is just so much pain, and it feels like it will never end.
Peace and Love to you Tink! And prayers as well.
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"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan
“If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.