...the cause?

the reason?

the reason...(s) ?

too much too much movement has caused me pain I should man the hell up and keep moving it's the best thing I am AT!

it' always the best thing I've been at and yet I am am exhausted

I am getting tired I still push myself I am out of synch with my illness I keep pushing it I want to beat it with my body I always could I get a bit tired these days I aint a pissant! I am a force a prick I don't take **** I am getting tired

a man with illness has two choices to hang on or lose it and go inside or go away forever like me thats the choices.

I have to shut myself down.

and hope for the best