No, Lee Ann. He doesn't have the capacity for love. I should have listened to him 33 yrs ago. He told me.

He's what a bottle of booze is to an alcoholic for me. You think you need it but it only makes it worse if you do.

I'm feeling this way because of all the crap that going on in my 3D life as well as here. It's a childhood trigger, you might say. Didn't get the emotional support then and never have... I'll be okay as soon as something, no matter how small, changes.

Thanks, Hon!