I'm going to give it my all, that is how I do anything. It is afterwards that I am worried about. When I am left with the skills but whether I will continue to practice and use them time will only tell. I know my past behavior with life and things, it doesn't look good.

All I can do is try my best.

I know it will be hard work and I don't relish it but I do what a better life, a life more stable would be a life worth living.

Thanks all..