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Originally Posted by shinyfairykitty
I agree that it is just a label. Human beings feel most comfortable categorizing things, and its unfortunate that we do it with personalities.
I used to take medication, but it made me feel like a zombie, so I opted instead to just figure out how to cope with my mind.
I feel like a lot of very brilliant, creative people end up being labelled as bipolar or otherwise insane. I would call myself artistic and intelligent. I have always emotionally and mentally been an outsider, so I have had a different perspective on society. Much of the time I think I feel the way that I do because I am so overwhelmed by the sadness that I feel for humanity, and because of this sense that I am not really meant to exist. Which yes, sounds crazy, but I have felt this way for my entire life, and I have never really been someone anyone would call crazy (at least for any extended period of time...I've had my moments).
I don't know. I guess reality just drives me crazy. I have found solace in meditation, yoga, things that help me clear my mind.
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I totally understand you!!!!!
I guess I been there as well. I found as well that in a moment in time I was very connected to what I called the Universal Energy/God. I was so in touch with the elements that I kept finding clues and messages. I always made fun of myself saying that I spoke with birds (I didn't have conversation with birds) because they sent messages. Like I know it sounds crazy but I became aware that my partners brother was going to die days before it happened and when he died at the exact moment he did, I felt it. This may sound crazier but I would open a book and suddenly found answers to my problems or questions. I loved it.. there were so many things I learned...