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Originally Posted by VenusHalley
Not sure if it belong here... but so it be........
Been talking to my friend recently about how I "don't do relationships". I talked about a Palestinian guy I met (it's very important he's a Palestinian. After all I test people with asking them for difference between Fatah and Hamas and I pride myself in knowing a lot about I/P conflict). We met in club. Both were drunk. He massaged my hand and talked about his hometown and family ("Allah doesn't care I drink and party, but parents sure would kill me"). I lost him in a crowd at some point and then went home from summer. Tried to look for him, but never met him again (maybe he moved?). I am sure I didn't make him up  .
So many years and I still think of him. Not intensly, but I do.
I guess it's part of my fantasies. After all, I fantazised about Libyan rebels (don't ask. But they say warriors make best lovers. And Czech guys are boring and would never die for their ideals).
I am not interested in real guy at the moment. Maybe cause none of them are freedom fighters or cynical but idealist humanitarian workers who consider Afghanistan their second home.
I know, I know, hard to meet these. Maybe I should write a polical soap about revolutionaires and then settle for normal guy. Maybe if I met my freedom fighter, I would turn them down because I would be sure they'd tie me down, try to change me and save me...
Maybe I am just scared a bit of real life. Who knows?
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That's pretty cool. I'm sure Allah wanted you to meet him.. maybe your ideal guy he won't be a humanitarian but perhaps someone with high ideals. I don't know. I would say be open to opportunities, there's always a lesson to learn!
