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Old Aug 29, 2012, 06:33 PM
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Originally Posted by carmasia View Post
That's the problem, I don't trust anyone enough to talk one-on-one. I trust my husband, but he doesn't get it at all. I don't want/can't to talk to a wall.
case in point.

I just can't trust them anymore to be there for me without leaving me or cursing me or catching them sighing, talking about me, stealing glances at the clock, purposely being late or ending early, etc... How can I after going thru that?

Now, when Bruce starts rubbing his forehead, tuning me out, etc., I stop talking and walk away to my room, then call Ani. Or come here...
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