I thought that I was over my depression, but it seems to come over me all at once, without warning. I have so much to be happy for, but it feels like even though I know that in my head I don't care. It doesn't register. It feels like I live this normal life, that shouldn't be stressful, that a normal person wouldn't find stressful, but somehow it becomes to much for me to handle and I shut down. I'm angry and sad all at once for no reason. There's no reason for me to feel this way. People are asking me things and trying to help and engage me and I just can't make it out of my own head to reach out. I feel stupid for saying this.