I have three children. I dont consider myself a child abuser simply for creating life. I dont see it as a horrid world either tho. And if it came down to someone else or me, then it might be sad for me.

But do you think for a moment that your perspective might play a big role. Im not arruging your right to end your life early. Im not even gonna touch that arrgument. But from reading your posts it strikes me that your perspective might be a real culprit in the lousy hellish 42 years. Im saying it in the nicest way possible, from good intentions.