Well, there are obviously a lot more issues going on than I can address. And truthfully it is kind of hard to understand everything you are saying... But what I can tell is that you are suffering terribly, and that makes me sad. I know you say you are doomed to a life of unhappiness and that you even deserve that. I think that's what youare saying... You also refer to "they" several times. I don't know who "they" are.
And perhaps you don't want to hear this, but I believe life can get better. And I definitely believe that nobody deserves to suffer. I believe you deserve love and compassion. I hope you will keep posting!
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"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan “If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
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