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Originally Posted by hankster
from your description, she didn't sound horrified. she sounded like she was containing it all, like she was totally prepared and thinking on her feet and able to support you and ready to catch you if you fell. I just had this picture of her standing next to you, arms open, and you as helen keller on ice skates. silly but her knowing stuff like it was a latch. really powerful stuff. it just felt like you really bonded. that is being in the moment and telling about, not reporting it from a distance, which pbutton says they say "doesn't count". every word of what you say counts. like blood, not water.
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thats a cool picture to have. do you really think she may have been trying to contain it all. i don't really understand a lot about containment actually i have never heard that until recently here.would love it if you or anyone could explain it further or find a link to about it. to me she looked so disgusted by it all like when she said that i wasn't even able to go to the bathroom.uggg yuck.i have huge shame issues about that uggg. how could she know that so instinctively to say that she seemed so grossed out. such a different reaction than anything else i ever told her.it scares me. i do hope she doesn't see me this way