Hi (((Sky))):
Can't really say that I know what is goin' on, but I know I don't like to see you or anyone not feeling 'OK'!
I've really been working on the second 'agreement' (from the Dr. Burns book) about not taking things personally coupled with the concept that what others say and do is usually 99.0 % their 'stuff', and it seems to be helping.
Don't know if that can provide any comfort, but thought I'd log in and offer it.
With warmest regards,
Peanutty