Thank you so much for responding, in all honesty its always just nice to hear (well read) that someone cares. Also yes I do plan on scheduling a meeting with the school counselor ASAP.
I know I just said it, but thanks again for saying you care, usually this isn't easy for me to talk about. I am just tired of being this way, I don't know what the counselor can really do to make me feel better. But I have to try something or I will just keep bottling it up and pretending like nothing is bothering me.
Also Leed, I will be sure to keep you up to date with how things are going, and I'm sure you have plenty of people to talk to, but if you are looking for someone I am always open.
Also anyone who reads this, I know I am coming here with my problems but if anyone wants to talk about some of theirs please please please contact me. I am always open to talk to people about these things, and I know how hard it can be to deal with =)