Like Miswimmy1 said there is nothing wrong with needing a little help. At the same time I know how hard it is to reach out. You Never know how people are going to respond. Maybe they will be supportive or maybe they will tell you to suck it up, and not be a baby (which has happened to me, and that just hurts). Its just important to remember to not be little yourself, you matter and sometimes you need to put yourself first. Depression is something that will always be coming back, if you suffer from serious depression it is something you could have to face for the rest of your life.
So I would definitely suggest trying to talk to someone, and medicine really is not that bad of a thing. Best of luck to you though, I am rooting for you =). If you need someone to talk to feel free to message me, I really do hope that things get better for you.