<font color="pink"> </font> My heart truly goes out to you. I cannot imagine the pain. I complain about my children, parents, and siblings not caring about me or helping me. But after I read your post it made me appreciate what I have. You have helped me in an odd sort of way. Cry all you like until you can't anymore. You can chat with me <font color="blue"> </font> as much as you can. My heart goes out to you and I pray you will keep on keeping on. You are doing the right thing, keep talking about your feelings.