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Aug 30, 2012, 12:58 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2011
Location: Washington State, U.S.A.
Posts: 3,169
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I am having a hard time feeling any grief over the loss of a lady I've known my whole life. (I am going on 50) She was on of my oldest sister's closest friends and I loved her to pieces--I even named my daughter after her. She committed suicide about a week ago and I just cannot bring myself to grieve over this. I start to get a little sad when I see my sister trying to deal with this, but I have a big part of me that almost doesn't believe it. Not that I think anyone is lying per se, but it's more like surreal-or something. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!?!?!?!?!
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