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Originally Posted by shortandcute
I am having a hard time feeling any grief over the loss of a lady I've known my whole life. (I am going on 50) She was on of my oldest sister's closest friends and I loved her to pieces--I even named my daughter after her. She committed suicide about a week ago and I just cannot bring myself to grieve over this. I start to get a little sad when I see my sister trying to deal with this, but I have a big part of me that almost doesn't believe it. Not that I think anyone is lying per se, but it's more like surreal-or something. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!?!?!?!?!
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You are probably still processing the reality of her loss. Each person grieves in their own way. I had a friend die the same way and I didn't start crying until I started to think of the fun times we had together. I just sobbed. There is nothing wrong with you, grief is very personal and you will feel your grief in your own time. I am sorry for your loss.