Hi ! , very down today missed my class . Just could not get out of bed . Totally clueless . Writing 'Suicide Note' , i write them often these days , just gives me peace . My head feels heavy and though i am very weak i am not feeling like eating anything . Had a bad incident yesterday , which really broke my already fragile confidence and what ever i did to cope up in last 7-8 days just shattered . Had i been my confident self i would have been able to take up that failure but in this state that i am every little thing seems insurmountable .I hate my self and hate the choices that i have made .