I'm a college freshman, and I've been in college for two weeks. I hate college.
Why?
1) My college undergrad is 50,000+ students. I meet so many people and I don't even remember their names. I am close to no one. I have one friend from my high school who goes to my college, and she's been choosing her boyfriend over me (even though she's been friends with me since the fourth grade and she's known him for less than a year ...)
2) My room mate keeps on going to parties and getting drunk, and not going to class. One of my suitemates has guys in her room until 4 in the morning. this means most nights I am getting less than 3 hours of sleep.
3) I miss my parents. I didn't think I would, considering how they used to treat me. But I miss them.
4) Older students are acting very superior and within my main activity, marching band, all the older marchers are in cliches and are alienating me.
5) I keep waking up late for class, forgetting things at my dorm, or accidentally bringing the wrong thing. And then I get accused of not caring/being interested in class ...
6) I keep getting forgotten. I was invited to see a movie with the piccolo section, and I didn't know where it was ... no one ever told me ... there is apparently a group dinner thing at 6 pm tomorrow that I wasn't invited to ...
7) I used to be friends with this girl in 3rd grade (very close) but she moved in 6th grade. She is in the marching band at my college, and though I have told her who I am, she is ignoring me now ...
8) My friends in other schools seem too busy making friends of their own to even spend time with me ...
9) I am very lonely. I eat lunch alone, I attend class alone, no one likes me.
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