Well I cry once every 7-8 months or so in real life (when I'm by myself) out of frustration. Other than that... I don't think I'm really emotional outside of therapy. Well actually anger is an emotion isn't it ? I'm angry 24 hours a day haha. The T knows this but she says it doesn't count because I don't know what causes the anger.. or what feelings lead to the anger. If I could experience the feelings leading to the anger then that would be classed as emotional? Something like that.

I was reading a thing on the web last night about the defense mechanism called repression. I think that is what I do subconsciously. It forces issues to be filed away without me even being consciously aware of them, and then all i am left with is the anger. So here I am thinking "WTF am i angry for??" and I have no idea! haha