If I wasn't in a stable relationship, I'd probably be one of promiscuous BPDs engaging in dangerous sex. Somtimes I just can't get enough and when it does pay off and relieve the stress it makes up for when it doesn't. I also have wild fantasies and a great imagination. That makes it build up and get frustrating sometimes, particularily since I can't talk about it...... The thing that made me start this thread was not the sex to be honest, but the way something can happen, my clenching my teeth, and how I can instantly have a major flashback about someone else....someone I never did anything with, and how my emotions can instantly do a 180. Very frustrating, embarrassing, and it makes the self-hate swell....