oh,put down again by my mom at lunch time.i am not clear now,for the past 3 hours i couldn't take a sleep with so many distresses or stresses in my mind when i got to my place.so i reply you now with a headache.

i think there're some activities organised by the only mental hospital here and the residence community commitee,but all have to be reported to my family. i really don't know why my family are so distrustful to their own kid.when she knows what activity i am in,she just keep warning me as i got home for meals,put pressure based on nonsense,like you should be nice to people,or you got what bad result,not doing this,or you got what,doing that,or you got what.even when the peers and i say everything is going well,she just keep putting you down at home.if you don't listen to her,she just got shouted up and forced on you.eventually the whole thing is ruined and has to be aborted because i got no rest at home.

so whatever activity i am going to attend,i must keep it a secret to her.(back from the sleep on 2 anti anxiety pills,still within time for editing.)