I wish I could give you something helpful. I certainly get angry in that room, and I cry in there more easily than I could ever do before - but last week T2 told me that she sees me as afraid of any show of emotion at all, and it completely surprised me. If what I do now isn't showing emotion, what is she looking for?

Keep asking yr T about it, Kazza, if you get enough different answers maybe one of them will make sense.