I suffer from ulcerative colitis and about 6 yrs ago I was hospitalized or a week bc it got so bad. I thought I was having another flare so I called the doc for an appt- she wants to do bloodwork to see where my inflammatory levels are.

To make a long story short, I walked in the hospital today to get the bloodwork done and I miss it. I honestly say I wish I could be sick enough to get hospitalized. As insane as that is! I know it's insane but I also know I'm not making up symptoms to get there. No way. When I was in there for the hopsital for that week I was scared an just wanted to go home- so it's not like I like it wen jm sick and there..u know?

Why is that? Is it because I like being taken care of? Or I like being special and having something wrong with me? It's demented but it is what it is...