I'm mixed about 90% of the time actually... It is the great mystery of my bipolar and will remain a mystery until I can get back to treatment. I didn't used to be this way, I used to be clearly manic or clearly depressed, now I seem to always be both. Not sure what changed, but it makes me very volitile emotionally, why I have dysphoric mania, my self-care has deminished quite noticably, it's part of why I have such difficulty reading, and why I track myself very closely.