Hey thanks for the great welcome everyone. These forums have already been very supportive, so thank you again!

Yes, Leed, I did it (and still do) one day at a time. I remind myself everyday that I am powerless over alcohol, I get on my knees and ask my higher power for help! I was also a blackout drinker (suicide drinker) had absolutely NO control, would drink to the point of blackouts too.

I hear in the program "there are three places this disease will inevitably take you: jail, instituions or death." I would also be dead if it weren't for the program. I am so grateful for AA, and all of you. Thank YOU!

One day at a time, keep coming back!