The speed of light switch that changes from a happy experience to a crappy one is the most frustrating thing. The trigger that sets it off and never knowing when it will happen. soo frustrating. Or a word/phrase is spoken and in a few minutes (even an hour later) that word, phrase is still in my head and the room kinda goes bleak and dark and I realize my mood has changed. And I think back on how I was just a few moments ago and how now it's all different and the despair/rage/sadness returns.. *sigh*

So many triggers ..

My thoughts are with you Carmasia ..