I'm sorry if you took my message that way, I was just being truthful and my intention was not to hurt you.....but "horrible selfish crappy person" are your words, and for you to blame me for all of your feelings makes no sense. Whatever you are dealing with was not something I created. And for you to blame me for you wanting to harm yourself is beyond unfair, but if it makes you feel better to do so, no problem. You say you came to ps for a little help and guidance, and whether you like what I said or not, that is what I was giving you. You expressed that you have no one to talk to, but when people responded with kindness you did not seem to notice. I wish you all the best and not to worry....I'll stay far away from any of your threads from now on.