((Distantmalice)) - have you been diagnosed officially or sought help yet? Do you have any OCD symptoms? We can't diagnose you here but we can listen and try to guide you. Would you say you're appalled at these thoughts, rather than being like a psychopath who likes to have thoughts of violence?

If these are unwanted thoughts and you have no intention or fear of losing control and committing a crime - these could be intrusive thoughts. This mean the thought barges in and makes you upset and doubt yourself. Remember you're not your thoughts and you don't have to listen them. I use this example - if a person has the thought "go eat that garbage"......does this mean the person likes garbage? Of course not right?

There should be some free clinics or if you're still in school they have counselors. If you really don't believe you would harm anyone.......make sure you tell them you wouldn't hurt anyone. The main thing is to find the root cause of the intrusive thoughts. For now I hope knowing you're not those thoughts , will help a little.