Hi, my name is Jacqueline. I live in south jersey and am bipolar. I believe I am also depressed but I can't get the help and meds I need because I don't have insurance. I spend my nights and days in bed and cry often. At times I go out and want to conquer the world and come home to my bed. I am really pushing myself to write here today. I dont know why except I think I really need help and my husband is not listening to me. He is not getting my sense of urgency. I need help! I don't know if I make sense.