oof, like i said in my original post, im scared of these thoughts because i know its not me:/
it does feel like thier invading or intrusive:O
i have an appointment on the 6th of september so mabye i can get some help there:P
i just don't want to be alone with these thoughts, cause im pretty scared of becoming something im not:/
you know?
i managed to purge these thoughts somewhat but thier coming back.
they so want to come back, i hear it and im frightened like hell:/