hello, i can relate to the secret society thing becuase there is a secret society that was harrassing me and watching me in my house through survalliance for years, they hacked my computer in 2004 and i smashed it with a 2 by 4 that was used for the sliding glass door. then i set the house on fire. the secret society was with the illuminati and the music industry and they started writing songs about me on the radio becuase my dad was ghost writing music for a famous artist that is now dead, i never figured out exactly who was watching me and who was harrassing me but i have my theorys, and when my dad dies part of his will is to tell me what is going on and they are going to make a movie about it. when i got put on 6 and 7 hundred milligrams of thorazine all my beliefs didnt feel real anymore just becuase the medication duals your senses but it doesnt mean what was happening to me wasnt real. i got off most of my medication becuase i gained weight and now im starting to come back to reality about whats really going on with the secret society and i am developing a plan to find out who is involved. i know my dad and my grandfather are involved. and my sister knows whats going on but they are refusing to tell me. i never had alot of friends but i never felt lonley becuase i always new there were people watching me and stalking me, but when i moved into my new apartment i felt lonely becuase they didnt bug the apartment, thats why i moved out becuase i felt lonley. im looking for a new apartment. hope this helps. oh and by the way, the secret society isnt stalking me anymore like they used to, and they dont have my familys house bugged and undersurvalliance anymore, but they are still monitoring my computer activity, so they know i posted this about them. they are reading it as im typing.