I was wrong....allthough the outside world does seem 'peaceful today.
the fact is I am not ready for it and lasted only 2 and a half hours. still way too much noise inside my head still everything has a tendency to hallucinate itself into some horror movie that makes me feel like a really bad person.
so back home it's safe here I bought some grass seed for a dead part of my lawn something symbolic I sure hope it grows
(oh' thats not me with the watering can)
...in the meantime I will continue sitting in my lunatic fishbowl!
gotta stay alert around here!