Thanks Myself and Jennie, you are very brave to open up and finding your friends. I too have been thinking about old friends, and though I am fortunate enough to have kept one, other friendships have not made it. There is one person, however, you have inspired me to contact. He was so special to me as a teenager, and I never told him what a smile he brought to my heart and soul. I never said much at all to him, because I was so afraid of everyone and everything. But now I know everyone here is going through the same thing, so thanks for helping me.